http://greybetrayal.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] greybetrayal.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paixaorpg2010-12-01 01:58 am
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Leaving on Red Hill [ Active // closed ]

Character(s): Tsume, Toboe, and Blue if she chooses to join
Content: Catching wind of Toboe in the fake city, Tsume decides it's a good idea to see if it's who he thinks it is, or if he's really alone, and ends up running into trouble.
Setting: I6, towards Actua Are's direction.
Time: Early week 27, late afternoon
Warnings: None, really. Violence, but nothing over the top.

He'd been stuck in this stupid place for two weeks. Just two weeks, and he was ready to fling himself off a cliff just to get out of here. He was used to the city and new how to adapt, yes, but that didn't mean he liked being here.

Tsume was a wolf, not a human. He didn't belong here, he was falling into his old habits without anyone like himself around. He'd met up with a few odd characters, and he wasn't running with a gang of humans this time around, at least--no, he didn't need to surround himself or lead a bunch of humans around on a crime spree to feel..important, or to pass the time by. He did, however, find himself growing more and more frustrated, spiteful, and insecure again. He knew he wasn't going to be the one to open paradise, he knew he wouldn't get to go to paradise--only Kiba would, but he embarked on the journey anyhow. To be part of something and erase the shame from his name. To stand by something until the bitter end and redeem himself.

But he failed. He could smell Hige and Blue's blood like a wall of swamp water flooding his nose, that fresh, coppery scent  mingling with the bitter scent of death. The same smell that rose from Toboe's bloody carcass. He was too late to save Toboe from the humans he believed in, he was too late to do anything for Hige and Blue, and he couldn't even make it up to Kiba to at least distract Darcia. He was useless.. At least Hige would get to die in forgiveness for the things he'd done.

The thought made his fur bristle, his strides stiff as he went through the city. He was useless. He probably could've caught himself if he really tried, there were other ledges. Did he let himself fall on purpose? Was he just trying to escape his fate again? Probably. He had a hard time forgiving Hige for his betrayal as much as he had a hard time forgiving himself and all of his failures. He didn't trust himself around anyone, let alone the other wolves he traveled with--they had too much faith in him. He'd try, yes, but..he didn't see himself as worth it at first. But through it all, the further he went, the more all four wolves depended on one another and trusted one another..Tsume..came to let them depend on him, too. He had valuable skills, and he'd get himself and Toboe to Paradise or die trying.

But that didn't matter now. He did die, and he wasn't of any help. He failed them just like he failed his pack, his family--his mother, father, brothers, sisters. So now he was here in this dome, living like a stray dog again. He always kept his illusion up as a habit, but still.

He was out again today, though, looking for something to hunt again(his previous searches being unsuccessful), something to satiate the blood-lust all carnivores naturally harbored. And as he was out, he stopped. Cold. There was something on the wind--no. Toboe? Of all the others, Tsume seemed to only form any sort of unspoken, close bond with that annoying runt that pseudo-convinced him to leave the city, so when he picked up on that smell. God, that scent, a thousand things went through his head. He didn't know if he should be glad, pissed, or worried, cause leave it to that kid to attract trouble--what was he doing in a place like this, anyway?

Either way, he followed the scent. He didn't run..Tsume rarely acted as rashly as Kiba did and so he knew better than to put all hope into that one wisp of a scent that could just be all in his head, but his pace was a brisk walk. With a clenched jaw, he followed the scent he swore he picked up on, looking for that little runt. Besides, even if he didn't find Toboe, he'd picked up what he thought could be whiffs of Blue here and there, anyway. He was bound to find someone..but..this was hell. His hell for things he'd done. Why would they be here? He wanted to see them, but..not here. 'Not this place...Not this place, they don't deserve it..'

Tsume was terse and difficult at first, and he'd mellowed out and become easier to get along with despite being the Kiba's unwanted voice of reason, but there was still this..shell around him. Underneath it, he did have the capacity to care if he let himself..

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-01 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Toboe wasn't too far off from Tsume's location, though he didn't know it. He felt like he and Blue had searched everywhere for Tsume, and neither of them had come up with anything!

At the moment, Toboe was looking at the place called Porfavore's, a place with delicious smelling food. He had his human illusion up again, feeling more comfortable around the humans when he did so, even though no one seemed to really care if he looked like a wolf or a human. Toboe watched the people get food. It looked like they were exchanging the jewels from the plants for it, and Toboe though it might be a good idea to try it out.

Toboe turned around and started looking for the nearest jeweled... anything. And then, he caught it. Tsume! That had to be his scent! And it wasn't stale like when he first arrived in Paixao. He stood in his place, unsure if he should follow it without Blue. Then again, Blue wouldn't be too hard to find. Toboe and Tsume could use the things the humans gave them to find her, right?

Toboe's excitement over seeing Tsume won out, and he sniffed the air before running along and following the scent. Unlike Tsume, Toboe was a little rash at times and also extremely naive, so running after a familiar scent with high hopes didn't seem to be a problem. Hopefully, they just wouldn't be crushed.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe weaved through the humans, still hot on Tsume's scent trail. He was careful not to actually touch any of the humans, as he didn't want to scare any of them into a panic.

The further Toboe went, the stronger Tsume's scent was. He had to be close by! By now, the scent was so strong that Toboe jumped up and down to try to see past some of the larger groups of people passing here and there. He ran a little further, the scent still getting stronger and stronger....

And then he saw him.

Tsume had his illusion up to. There was no mistaking those leather pants and the vest along with the white hair. A grin spread wide across Toboe's face and his excitement over took him. "Tsume! TSUME!!" Toboe hopped, skipped and jumped towards the other wolf, not really caring about the humans that were still around, many of them giving him either distasteful or surprised looks.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe ran up to his friend and stopped just short of running into him. "Tsume! I thought you were here!" His grin didn't drop at Tsume's question. "I ran into Blue. She's the dog that had been chasing us back in the city with that old guy, but she's really half wolf, and we've been looking for you!" Toboe's words just tumbled out of his mouth as if it had been transformed into Niagara Falls. He was so excited, he couldn't slow his speech.

"And the humans here, they aren't afraid of us! We don't have to put the illusion up if we don't want, but I do it because I think there's still somethin' weird goin' on. She said she thought you were here too, and I thought I smelled you when I first came here!" He paused. Toboe ran out of words, but his excitement was still very much there. If he had been in his wolf form people would have noticed that his tail was wagging uncontrollably.

"How long have you been here, Tsume? You know, we just left the city and found a place to rest, and then I woke up and I was just outside this place." Maybe Tsume had figured something out about this place. He was smart enough.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe's tumble of words stopped as if someone just turned off a faucet. He gave Tsume a very confused look. Tsume. He must have been from a different time than he was. Didn't Blue mention something like that? That must be it.

He looked at the ground, not really sure what to say to Tsume. "Blue told me that this place takes people from different worlds...a-and different times." He looked back up to Tsume. "Maybe it did that to you too. Maybe...you're from my future..." Toboe's voice trailed off. Even to him, it sounded kind of ridiculous, and he wasn't sure if Tsume would believe him or not.

Two weeks? That should have given him plenty of time to sniff the place out so they could go back and try to find Paradise. "Hey, have you found anything out about this place? It's really weird." Toboe moved his focus from the wolf in front of him to the random jumble of people walking around like they were ants. It was as if they didn't have any personality, like they didn't have souls. Even though they were probably harmless to Tsume, Blue, and himself, Toboe was still a little scared of them. They were just so...mindless.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe cocked his head. Something was bothering Tsume. that was obvious. Maybe the weird humans had gotten to him too.

He pouted. "Yeah, I already found that out. There aren't even any rats around here to sniff out." It was strange. There seemed to be so much more life here than Freeze City, and yet, it was more dead at the same time. Toboe didn't like it.

A shiver ran through Toboe's spine at the mention of the Nobles. He didn't know much about them, except that they were real bad news. "You didn't run into any Nobles, did you?" Toboe's face was now plastered with fear. It was bad enough to have creepy, soulless humans running around. He didn't want to have to deal with Nobles too.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no. There were giant cats! Nthat Toboe hadn't believed in what Blue said, but knowing that Tsume had seen them made it all the more terrifying.

But...Tsume said they were harmless too. Toboe wasn't sure how that worked, as cats also had claws and fangs and making them bigger would make them more dangerous, but he let it go. He was with Tsume now after all, so he couldn't act like a pup anymore. He still had to show him that he could manage.

"I guess you're right." Toboe looked around a little anxiously. He didn't like this city any more than the one he just escaped. It felt like he was being watched. "But...you said that there were people like the Nobles here. Shouldn't we try to look for Kiba and Hige...or...a way back home?" Not that they really had a home to begin with, but looking for Paradise with the rest of the pack had to be better than being stuck here.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
So...there were humans that weren't humans and didn't have a scent? That didn't really sound like Nobles to Toboe, but then again, they didn't sound like regular humans either. The thought of such things running around was chilling though.

And then Tsume mentioned the unspeakable. "But...what about Paradise? We won't find it here. The flower maiden isn't here." The fact that Kiba and Hige were nowhere to be found was also a problem. They were part of the pack, so Tsume and Toboe couldn't just leave them, could they? Were they still back in their world? Were they looking for him and Tsume? what about Cheza. She had to be found too.

Toboe's eyes met the ground again. He felt hopeless, like when Granny died and he killed Lyra's poor bird my mistake. "What should we do then?" His voice was soft, and it almost cracked. Toboe was on the verge of crying, and his illusion wouldn't hold up then. Not that it really mattered here.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
"Tsume~" Toboe whined, almost tripping over himself as he tried to keep up with Tsume's long strides as he was gripped by his collar. "Let go! I can keep up!" He'd have to jog while Tsume just walked, but he could manage. He couldn't help it if he was still young and had some growing to do.

Looking for Blue seemed like a good idea though. Maybe she could convince Tsume to find a way back and look for Paradise with Kiba and Hige. Her scent was all over the place though. It would be a bit difficult to pinpoint which trail was the freshest....

And then he remembered. "Tsume, we can just call Blue using this thing!" Toboe pulled out the devise he was given when he first entered the gate to Paixao. "It has a map and everything. We can even call her even though she's not close."

/sliiiiides in

[identity profile] halvedhowl.livejournal.com 2010-12-06 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Half a mile out from City Hall, Blue had gone in one big circle until she caught the fresh scents of the pair, and then she was heading their way until - yes, it was them. She stands a bit distant, still remembering how Toboe had reacted when he found him in Paixao... but surely Tsume either knew her, or Toboe said something to him, if he had answered her.

Right?

So forgive her cautious approach.

"See, I said I'd find you," she says with a small smile, eyes fixated on Tsume to see if he tries anything. "It's good to see you finally, Tsume."

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-08 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Toboe had spoken to the devise, and somehow, managed to get a reply from Blue...and some other people. He gave Tsume a glare at his comment. The memory of upsetting Lyra and having to run away from her was still fresh in his memory, and Tsume's comment didn't help him feel better about it.

And then Blue showed up. Toboe's glare turned into a wide grin and his illusion waved towards her. "Blue!"

[identity profile] halvedhowl.livejournal.com 2010-12-09 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Blue relaxes almost immediately. It seemed she didn't have to worry about Tsume, and that was more than reassuring. She wasn't sure what she would have done if Tsume didn't trust her - well, as much as he can. She steps closer, casting a brief glance to smile at Toboe, and then locking her gaze back to Tsume.

She couldn't bear to look at Toboe when she says her next words.

"I remember as much as I possibly can." Which is to say, up to her death. "Paixao is my home, now." She watches to see if he understands her meaning, and is glad that Toboe can't. Maybe they could protect him from what is to come, somehow...

And yet what happened to Toboe is partially her fault. She entrusted in him to look after the old man, and he tried, he did - and it cost them.

Tsume is my hero!

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-10 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe looked back and forth between Tsume and Blue. Jagara's Keep? What were they talking about? Something about the future maybe? He frowned. They were keeping all the information to themselves, weren't they?

"What do you mean this place is your home? I thought...I thought we were looking for...Paradise." He still felt confused about all this. Something had to have happened that made them change their minds. Maybe Toboe could convince them otherwise. Though, with Tsume's stubbornness, that would certainly be a challenge.

[identity profile] halvedhowl.livejournal.com 2010-12-17 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Right... Tsume's right," she corrects carefully, hesitantly smiling to Toboe. "This city is hard to find a way back out of, but there's been progress made." She leaves out the 'since I was last here' part, not wanting to complicate things more than they already were. It wasn't as if she remembered leaving, or knew anything about what happened.

"There's a lot of good to this place. The people aren't so bad." Of course there were Heartless, Nobodies, Lumens... all that fun stuff, but where did she even begin with it? She barely understood them herself.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-17 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe looked from Blue to Tsume a few times. They were both right. this place was a lot better than Freeze City, and he could run around as a wolf without his illusion and not have to worry about getting killed. Still, the thought of abandoning the search for Paradise along with Kiba and Hige was a painful one.

The young wolf kept his frown, but nodded silently in agreement. There was warmth here. There was food. There were friends. Isn't that all he should really need anyway? Even so, Toboe missed the scent of the lunar flower. He still wanted to go find the flower maiden and find Paradise. Unfortunately, it seemed like a lost dream now.

Toboe plopped himself down on the pavement and stared at the ground. "What do we do now?" His voice was hollow, and he looked like a child who just found out Santa wasn't real.

[identity profile] halvedhowl.livejournal.com 2010-12-17 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Blue cringes softly, realizing that her words did nothing to soothe Toboe. But what could she say? You'll find Paradise eventually? It'll all sort itself out? She didn't know. How did she make this easier for him... without trapping herself in a lie?

She sighs and glances down, nudging a foot against the street. "There's this... building, out across the fields. People say this place is somehow in a castle," she laughs, still not believing it, even with her own eyes, "and that there are other floors through that building. I guess I made it to two others, before I had to turn back."

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe was still down in the dumps, but the mention of this place being a castle seemed interesting, even if this place looked nothing like a castle.

"You made it to other floors?" Toboe looked around. He couldn't imagine this place being any bigger. It would be like if Freeze City had another city on top of it, and Toboe really couldn't grasp the idea. "I never saw any stairs. I mean, stairs high enough to make it past the ceiling." He looked up, almost staring through the ceiling of the dome they were in, wondering what this castle looked like. He remembered entering this place, and he just saw the dome they were in right now. How could be a castle?

[identity profile] halvedhowl.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
The other floors that she had been to weren't exactly great. Well, the islands were nice, but the place after that? Maybe it will be easier with more than one person though. Fighting that shapeshifting Heartless with two people let them both see through its illusion.

But she has to wonder if the others would see Darcia like she had, or if they had other, greater fears tucked away. Another part of her doesn't want to know.

"It's a good distance from the domes, Toboe. That's probably why you didn't see it."

Her stance changes when Tsume glances away, but she keeps her eyes on him, rather than searching for his distraction.

"Alright, if you both want." She keeps her fears to herself. With Tsume and her own expanding knowledge, she thinks that they'll be fine.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
Toboe listened to Blue, but also turned his head along with Tsume, but didn't see anything threatening. He turned his attention back to the female.

"Yeah, let's go!" Finally, something to do! And maybe they'll find Kiba and Hige and the flower maiden! He didn't care what Tsume and Blue said. Toboe still wanted to find Paradise, even if it meant that he'd have to stay here for a while to wait for the flower maiden to come to him. they'd all make it to Paradise.

[identity profile] halvedhowl.livejournal.com 2011-01-05 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Right."

There's still some hesitation in her step before she nods and turns away, catching sight of City Hall and making note of her position before she quirks a smile and starts to run in the direction of Niflheim Gate.

[identity profile] tsumesrunt.livejournal.com 2011-01-05 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
More running. and this time, with Tsume with them. Few things could make Toboe happier. He liked to run, and he liked being with his friends. It certainly seemed that this place was much better than the world they had come from.

Toboe had no trouble keeping up with Blue. He wondered where she was taking them, and he was excited to see what it would be like.