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paixaorpg2011-01-02 09:52 pm
sumofallfayth) wrote in paixaorpg2011-01-02 09:52 pm
Someday the Dream Will End (Closed / Active)
Character(s): Yuna, Auron, Jecht
Content: They FINALLY get to Zanarkand!
Setting: Zanarkand
Time: Backdated to Week 27
Warnings: Sobness?
An Eternal Calm, a slightly chubby Wakka, and her 2 minutes, forty-one seconds. For Yuna, seeing Zanarkand again, a Zanarkand free of tourists and monkies, was like an odd slap to the face. It reminded her of everything she'd lost, everything she couldn't have if she ever went back home to the real Spira. From the moment she'd found herself walking out of Mount Gagazet's caves, she couldn't help closing herself off again. She knew Auron would be able to read her like a book and know something was wrong, but she didn't want to talk about it. Instead, Yuna just kept going, pointing out that they were truly almost to the dome and she didn't want to stop until they were there.
She didn't want to give herself time to think.
Every fight was just another way to avoid talking about what was bothering her. By now, she knew Tidus and Rikku were in the city, but that didn't mean the former would be there if they ever went home. She didn't like that thought. She didn't want to fight any more battles that she would have to lose in order to win. She didn't want any of this.
She missed her father, had missed him so very much, and had missed Auron as well. Two years had passed since she'd lost everything in order to save the world. Everything. Her aeons, her father's legendary guardian and her mentor... him.
Great job, Yuna, indeed.
Once they got to the dome, though, she paused even longer, trying to work up the nerve to enter again. She'd gotten too used to the two years later version of Spira. Everything here was just a memory, but it was throwing her off with every step and she wasn't sure how to deal with it anymore. So she did the best she could. She kept quiet and tried not to think too much.
Who would they find in the Chamber of the Fayth? Would the corridor at the end of Lady Yunalesca's room exist? Yuna took a deep breath and started forward.
"We're almost there," she murmured, more to herself than anyone else, but loud enough for her companions to hear quite easily.
Content: They FINALLY get to Zanarkand!
Setting: Zanarkand
Time: Backdated to Week 27
Warnings: Sobness?
An Eternal Calm, a slightly chubby Wakka, and her 2 minutes, forty-one seconds. For Yuna, seeing Zanarkand again, a Zanarkand free of tourists and monkies, was like an odd slap to the face. It reminded her of everything she'd lost, everything she couldn't have if she ever went back home to the real Spira. From the moment she'd found herself walking out of Mount Gagazet's caves, she couldn't help closing herself off again. She knew Auron would be able to read her like a book and know something was wrong, but she didn't want to talk about it. Instead, Yuna just kept going, pointing out that they were truly almost to the dome and she didn't want to stop until they were there.
She didn't want to give herself time to think.
Every fight was just another way to avoid talking about what was bothering her. By now, she knew Tidus and Rikku were in the city, but that didn't mean the former would be there if they ever went home. She didn't like that thought. She didn't want to fight any more battles that she would have to lose in order to win. She didn't want any of this.
She missed her father, had missed him so very much, and had missed Auron as well. Two years had passed since she'd lost everything in order to save the world. Everything. Her aeons, her father's legendary guardian and her mentor... him.
Great job, Yuna, indeed.
Once they got to the dome, though, she paused even longer, trying to work up the nerve to enter again. She'd gotten too used to the two years later version of Spira. Everything here was just a memory, but it was throwing her off with every step and she wasn't sure how to deal with it anymore. So she did the best she could. She kept quiet and tried not to think too much.
Who would they find in the Chamber of the Fayth? Would the corridor at the end of Lady Yunalesca's room exist? Yuna took a deep breath and started forward.
"We're almost there," she murmured, more to herself than anyone else, but loud enough for her companions to hear quite easily.
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Yuna's cry was aimed at Jecht, her expression one of anguish. She knew he was only trying to help the other people, all of them, get home, but she couldn't let him go through with it. She refused to allow this to unravel again. Not this way.
"I don't want anyone else to die for something like this."
She turned to face Auron and Jecht as Lady Yunalesca disappeared again, looking between the two guardians as though begging them to understand. Auron likely did, she knew, but Jecht... How could she make him understand?
"Two years ago, when my guardians and I defeated Sin-" Her eyes flitted back to rest on Auron for a bare moment before returning to Jecht. "-the aeons requested that I summon them. In order to allow them to rest, I had to send them." In essence, she'd killed her friends because she wouldn't allow herself or her human friends to be sacrificed so Spira would experience a limited Calm before Sin returned again. If that same spiral were to happen here...
No. She couldn't let it.
"The Final Summoning was destroyed because I didn't want to sacrifice myself or one of my friends for a cause that wouldn't defeat Sin forever. The cycle would continue, unhindered, and more people would die. I don't want that same cycle to be present here. I won't sacrifice anyone again!"
Yuna turned back around to face the doors leading to Yunalesca's chamber, holding in her pain as much as she could. The trouble was, not only had she made that decision without knowing how it would affect her aeons, she'd also managed to seal the fate of one of the most important people in her life. Tidus had disappeared, faded away after they'd defeated Sin, and now... Yuna didn't want to go home. She was afraid of losing him again. At least here he had a chance of returning, of staying. In Spira... there was no other chance.
A couple of tears slid down her cheeks as she clenched her fists at her sides. "I'm tired of these options. I don't want to lose my friends anymore."
Without waiting for Jecht or Auron to say anything, she started walking purposefully towards the last chamber. The former High Summoner had a bone to pick with the unsent's memory.