http://paixaonpcsorg.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] paixaonpcsorg.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paixaorpg2009-02-21 01:30 pm
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Finishing Things [Active]

Character(s): Gabranth and Vexen
Content: Experiments, Round 2
Setting: Good question
Time: Also a good question
Warnings: Brainbreak? We'll see what happens

Not too many more to go now. The past few subjects had produced very positive results, and Vexen had no reason to believe the same would not hold true for this subject. Standing with his back to the table, Vexen fussed with him equipment, making sure everything he needed was there as the Dusks portaled in with his latest subject. He waited until they'd strapped the man to the table and departed before turning to examine his subject. If all else failed, this should at least prove to be interesting.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-02-22 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
When the Dusks came for him a third time, Gabranth again offered no resistance. There had been little point in fighting them before, and he rather doubted that would have changed between now and then. It was another of the things he couldn't change. Another failure and things still didn't change.

And yet, it seemed something had; at least in so far as his tormentors were concerned. Had the other man tired of him? Or was this to be yet another phase in the cruelties they had devised. But no matter what was to happen he would not offer a word to this man until he asked it of him. He had nothing to say to the man.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-03 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
This time, Gabranth did fight as best he could, struggling against both the bonds and the Dusks that were stripping him of his armor. It was the only thing he had left; now more than it ever had been before and he would not suffer its loss lightly, spitting curses in both his native tongue and the one of his borrowed home at the Dusks, his new tormentor, and, for good measure, anyone else involved in the process.

Not that it really stopped the Dusks from doing as they'd been bidden, of coure, but it was one of the few things he could yet do.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-04 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
And silence Vexen would get. An angry, tense sort of silence, but silence nonetheless. He wanted to snap back in anger, to call the other man's bluff, but last he had tried that it had ended with the revelation that Archadia's only hope was gone, killed by the hands that had brought him in, or ones very much similar. He would not risk his armor in the same manner.

Nor would he bother hiding his anger. Let the other know he cared little for him, if at all.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-05 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Ask him yourself," Gabranth answered. He wasn't going to repeat what the other had said. It was bad enough that it was true; saying it himself would give it a truth that until now it had lacked. A truth that he was loathe to give it.

"It is not my duty to pass on what he cannot or will not."

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-05 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Aye," Gabranth answered, almost as if on reflex. His duty was (at least for now) to the Empire, to her laws and whims. Just as it would have been for any of the other Judges Magister of the Empire. They were the law and the sworn protectors of House Solidor.

Not that you've done a good job of that, a small and nasty voice in the back of his head chimed in. He ignored though, as best he could. He could not allow himself to dwell on that.

"Help?" he asked instead. It was nothing more than a single word, but it spoke volumes in bitterness and doubt, to say nothing of mistrust. Sadly, any further comments in that general vein were cut off by the sharp prick of the needle and then...

And then a feeling unlike anything he'd ever felt before, his brows furrowing in what could almost be called confusion moments later. Something had changed, but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. Not even to name what had just happened. All he knew was that somehow, it had.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-06 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Not terribly surprisingly, Gabranth didn't bother answering Vexen's comment. He rather doubted that anything this man would do could be considered 'help,' powerless though he may have been to stop him.

Vexen's suspicions, however, were shortly to be proven correct, the second dose of light making it all the more obvious what had changed. The anger and and bitterness that he had grown all too used to living with was... muted, almost. Certainly less then the ever-present reminder that it had been ever since he'd first done what had to be done, Gabranth rattling off a sentence in his native tongue (strange the things one never forgot) in his surprise.

A brief moment later, the sentence was (presumably) repeated in Archadian. "What have you done?"

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Helping. Gabranth rather doubted that. True, whatever the man had done had quelled the anger, but Gabranth wasn't convinced that was a good thing. It had kept him different from the boy he'd been all those many years ago, kept him Judge Magister Gabranth of Archadia over Noah fon Ronsenberg of Landis.

Mind, it wasn't the only difference between the two, but it helped more than it hindered, if you asked him. (Then again, his perception might have been just a bit skewed.)

"You name this help?"

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-11 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
Most. Most were not and never would be him. But he had taken the blows life had dealt him and learned how to continue on as best he could. If that was this other man's darkness than he would gladly accept it.

"It has done me little ill," he answered, taking a chance on the other having meant the anger he could no longer quite feel.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-11 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Had it done him any good? Gabranth's first inclination would have been to say it had done him a world of good. And yet, he found that for all that he still thought the same he was actually given it thought, as opposed to returning with the answer right away.

What had that anger done? It had had given him a scapegoat. Some one to lay his troubles on. It had kept him from abandoning post and position, had kept close those few things he yet had.

"Aye," he answered, with a nod.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-12 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
How so? That was none of his concern, if you asked Gabranth. What he did with his own anger and any other emotions he had was his own decision regardless of what it may or may not have been good for.

"It has given me a way to continue."

Not the best of ways, mind you. But a way and he could hardly choose another now.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-13 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
'A different way'. A tempting offer, true, and one he knew that once, he might well have taken. But no longer. He had enough of these men in their lack cloaks and would not yield to the men who had taken the hope of Archades.

"I want nothing of your making."

Not even the light he'd been exposed to could keep stubborness and defiance from creeping into his voice, although there was no outright anger at the least.

[identity profile] scrapsplz.livejournal.com 2009-03-26 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Ironically, if it hadn't been for the light, it was entirely possible that Gabranth (or was he Noah? It was getting hard to remember which one was 'him') would have been more obedient than he currently was. After all, it wasn't like he hadn't sided with those who had took everything from him before.

Of course, last time he hadn't been the man he now was, and the blow of losing Larsa so soon after meeting him again had been a cruel one.

"For you."