http://atwelthstorm.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] atwelthstorm.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paixaorpg2007-05-29 05:14 pm
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Larxene's such a tease.

Characters: Larxene and Valerie
Content: Larxene is running her own experimentation on Val-- but how well can that work when her thoughts are elsewhere.
Setting Unknown.
Time: Sometime after her session with Laharl.
Warnings: The typical Larxene-warnings.

Larxene waited on the table, since the room lacked a half decent chair for her to rest on, and like hell she was going to let Valerie have it. The dark colored bruises on her stomach and chest had only spread since her session with Laharl. It had pushed her to the point of actually considering asking the Superior to let her take a break. It wasn't like the request would be unwarranted.

A knife balanced on her hand, and she sighed, shifting uncomfortably. How much longer could it possibly take the dusks to go in and grab one person, hmm? Honestly, what else could they be counted on for, except to keep her waiting? As it is, she didn't really have a plan, which would have pissed Vexen off to know.

But she had... an outline. Something to that effect, anyway. What else could she possibly need?

[identity profile] valerie-dark.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Valerie had an unwelcome tug out of her "slowly starting to lose her sanity"
session when two creatures who seemed to wriggle around in the air, hovered over her. It brought her legs to life with a painful swipe to her back and Valerie obeyed, the creatures making it very clear she had a place to go. Unlike the others, Valerie felt no reason to resist: not at the moment anyway.

The next room came, and even before she entered, Valerie knew it was her. There was no mistaking that feeling of HER in the air, not unlike the calm dark before the thunderstorm. So now the woman who had almost bested her had her prisoner, and she had run out on their last liaison. It didn't look like Valerie had a way out this time.

"Hello Larxene," Valerie said softly.

[identity profile] valerie-dark.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Valerie squinted as the straps were tightly applied to her body, rendering her unable to move. She could start to feel the slow horror tempered with her need to want to not be there. There was Larxene just as she remembered her: vicious, alert and...well, not completely on the up and up it seemed. This didn't quell the fear inside Valerie, but it did let her know that there was a way to hurt the woman, whatever she was.

"I'm sure you do," Valerie said, forcing the bitterness out of her voice. "I guess you're making sure I don't run out on you like I did the last time huh? Well, I can tell you it wasn't all my fault."

And in a way, it was true. Valerie's instincts had made her run from Larxene, because she knew that fighting Larxene wouldn't be smart if she needed to fight Dan. THAT had been her primary purpose.

Too bad she failed in it.

[identity profile] valerie-dark.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Valerie's color drained a little from her face. She had hoped that Larxene hadn't known, but it was stupid to think that now. She at least knew that Valerie had that darkness within, and that it was what got her here, to Paixao. As long as Larxene didn't realize WHY, Valerie could have a small gain.

It was just not fair that Misha was here. she hadn't counted on it at all, and if there was anything she had to make sure happen, it was suffering silently. There was no way that Valerie could give those parts of herself away.

"I did what I could," Valerie said, anger in her voice. "I didn't know that ghost would be eliminated right in front of my eyes. I had every intention of doing what I had to do."

That didn't mean Valerie wasn't scared. What did she mean by bleeding darkness out of her?

[identity profile] valerie-dark.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
She should have been used to this. Larxene was taking her time. She had done so the first time they fought, hadn't she? The people around her in the cell were just waiting for their turn to be her next victim, and that would happen only after Larxene was done with her. She remembered Misha there, cold scared and alone. It was hard to remember that the girl was about the same age that she was: she had a strong swing to naivety. Danny. She wondered what he was doing now. Did he notice she and Misha were missing? Would he do anything, or just wallow in guilt? It bothered her, but the latter sounded more like him these days. Even with Dan gone, there was something in his eyes that wouldn't be reconciled. Remembering this, she turned to Larxene with anger in her eyes.

"Can't you just get on with it already? I get it, I failed, OK? Oh, and I'm scared now, duh! I did run from you in our last fight! You can't tell me you're not wanting to finish what we started! Go on and do it!"

She turned her head to the side. Even being tortured and scared, she couldn't stop thinking about him. Why? Even after all this time, she still couldn't erase that cold, gone look in his eyes. She felt the tears starting to well up in her eyes.

Why did she have to keep failing at helping the people she cared about the most?

[identity profile] valerie-dark.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Valerie swore to herself. It was one thing to be here, at the whims of Larxene, the woman that had cost her the stamina she needed to fight Dan in the first place, but why bring up Misha? It was probably her fault that the angel had gotten captured in the first place. If she hadn't used up most of her strength to banish Dan, she might have escaped. Damn it! Her arriving here seemed to have no meaning whatsoever! She didn't even get to save HIM...

Valerie gasped a little when she felt the instrument touch her skin, but made no more noise. She just closed her eyes and gritted her teeth. Even if this was painful, she'd take it. A part of her almost respected it happening to begin with. Larxene was laying her out, mentally, emotionally and physically. There wasn't any place to hide, not even in her mind. If anything, THAT place was even worse. The vestiges of the Heartless were starting to invader her thoughts and she felt like screaming at these times. Just...no more. The fact that Larxene basically told her she would be consumed was bad enough.

Valerie looked at Larxene, then squinted her eyes. "You can move faster than that. You weren't...HURT by any chance, were you?"

[identity profile] valerie-dark.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
"I know!" Valerie burst out, tears forming in her eyes. 'I know I screwed everyone I love over! You think I need you to tell me that? But I'm here, aren't I? I made my bed, I'll sleep in it! Now hurry up and get it over with! In case you couldn't tell, I have a hole to sleep in, thank you!"

Valerie swallowed the sob. NO. There would be no crying in front of Larxene. She was already weak and she was tired and she wanted to die. Of course the Kunai hurt and of course the pain was starting to set her skin aflame. She could and would bear it all. She did this to Danny. She did this to Misha. Now she was going to pay for it. Would she turn into a heartless? She didn't know. She just wanted it to hurry up and end. Dan was gone anyway. She got to see Danny again. She even got to make a friend.

It wasn't as if there was anything much left to take.