paixaorpg | Its the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fiiine :D [complete]

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Its the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fiiine :D [complete]

Character(s): Danny, Misha, and later on Dan
Content: Danny's more than a little bit disturbed by a message board conversation. Misha comes to help.
Setting: Actua Are
Time: After the posts made on the Message board by Dan
Warnings: Danny being a little psychotic, and an appearence by Dan later on. Which means profanity, brainbreaking, and graphic violence XD

There was a distinctive "BAM!" against the wall from Danny's room after he failed to respond to Dan's comments.

Danny set up against the headboard of his bed, he had a very firm grip on his hair. His knees were brought close to his chest and his face was distorted mixture of anger and extreme sorrow. He, after every moment or so shook his head and muttered "No...No...No..." as tears streamed down his face.

A few feet ahead of him lie his journal, and on the opposite wall there was a small indention.

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Misha had sat in her room and talked with Timon-kun, after Danny had run back to his room. Talking with that other person had obviously upset him, and Misha didn't know what to do.

When she heard a BAM from the other room, she got off her bed and left her room. She crossed the hall and knocked softly on Danny's door.

"Danny-kun? It's Misha'su..."

Danny jolted when he heard the knock on his door. When he heard Misha speak to him quickly jerked his eyes away. She was worried about him after that incident on the network, but he couldn't let her see him like that.

And since Dan was here, he couldn't let her get near him at all.

People wound up dead when they got too close. He couldn't let that happen to Misha.

"Go Away!" He shouted, hoping to scare her off.

Misha flinched a bit when he yelled at her. As an angel, she could feel when other people were sad and hurting, and he was definitely hurting right now. So she felt hurting inside too, even though the pain wasn't hers.

"Danny-kun," she said, "Please'su... I'm worried about you. Who was that person'su?"

She tried the door but it was locked tight. Since she didn't know what the BAM had been, she was also concerned that he had gotten injured. Maybe he'd fallen off the bed?

It didn't work, she was still there.

She wasn't going to leave either.

For a moment Danny fought in his mind over what to do. He went quiet and after some time he shakily got off his bed and walked over to the door.

He set his hand on the door knob and turned the lock. After a loud click he opened the door for Misha. He kept his eyes towards the floor.

Misha was relieved when Danny opened the door. He didn't look hurt, and when she saw the journal on the floor, she could guess what the BAM had been.

Her heart hurt when she looked at him. It was the same way that Kotarou-kun felt, because his mom had died, except with Kotarou, it had been faded. With Danny, the badness was still raw and very strong.

She put her arms around him and hugged him.

Danny didn't move for flinch when Misha wrapped her arms around him. He stood completely still.

He closed his eyes and said to her. "That man on the Message Boards...was me."

"You, Danny-kun?" Misha repeated, confused. "I don't understand'su... that was another person'su, I talked to him?"

Without removing her arms from around him, the angel girl guided him to the bed so they could sit down.

Danny let Misha guide him to the bed and he sat down. His face held the same emotion and he still didn't dare to look her in the eye.

After he was to tell her this, he wasn't sure how she would react.

"He's me...ten years from now, Misha. He's from the future." He tried to explain the best he could.

"From the future'su?" Misha said slowly, trying to understand the idea. "Like'su... Kotarou-kun is Kotaroh... the same soul'su?"

The same soul? Yeah, that was probably a good way to put it.

"After I watch my family and friends die, I'm supposed to go insane and turn into a monster.....that was the montser." He explained the simplest he could. There was no denying that Dan was a monster.

"The same soul'su isn't supposed to be in the same place twice'su," Misha said slowly, although maybe things were different here in Paixao (she was thinking more and more than maybe this wasn't part of Earth, just for the strangeness of it).

"Go... insane'su?" The angel girl wasn't sure what to make of that. She looked over Danny. "But Danny-kun, you're not'su... not a monster'su."

Danny looked at her this time. "I am. I'm the one that let them die. Dan was right, it was all my fault. If it wasn't for me they would all still be alive."

"Monsters are bad people'su," Misha said, with her arms still around him. "Danny-kun is a good person'su, I can tell'su."

She didn't know what had happened that the people he'd known had died, all she knew was that it was recent and that he blamed himself for it.

"Danny-kun... people die'su... it is sad'su and sometimes it does not seem fair'su. But people only die'su... when they're meant to."

Meant to? They were meant to die? But how could that be?

He had tried so hard to save them, was there really no hope to begin with?

Dan was to win the whole time?

Suddenly stricken by a harsh kick in the head by Misha's words he felt like screaming, but he held it all back. He held everything back on the sole reason that he knew Misha was only trying to help. Keeping an unchanged face he said, "....Timon probably wants that map."

It was a drastic change in the conversation, Danny suddenly felt like he didn't want to talk about Dan anymore.

Danny had either forgotten or he didn't know, but it didn't matter how much he tried to hold his feelings in, she could still feel the radiating off of him like heat from a fire. He was angry and hurt and so confused, all his negative emotions hit her like a slap.

I'm not a good angel'su, she thought miserably, I can't even make Danny-kun feel better'su! Why can't I ever make my friends happy'su? Kotarou-kun... Danny-kun...

And when Danny mentioned the map, Misha felt even worse.

"I'm sorry'su, Danny-kun," she said softly. "Timon-kun said, he doesn't want the map right now'su... but later'su. So... so we don't have to go anywhere'su."

Danny suddenly felt horrible about his last statment. Although, he wasn't sure what it was about it that caused her to react so hard. He had only wanted to change the subject. And no matter how hard he tried to look better on the outside, she acted like she knew what was really going on.

He glanced at her as she spoke to him, HE didn't need to be an Angel to read the sorrow in her words. He felt rotten inside.

So he did what she had been doing the whole time, he put his arms around her. There was no reason for her to feel that way, not on his account.

Misha was surprised when Danny hugged her. "Sorry'su," she sniffled, "I know angels aren't supposed to be sad'su, b-but..."

She covered her face with her hands, ashamed. No wonder Heaven had dismissed her. Her first friend in Paixao, and everything she said made him feel sadder.

"I didn't mean for you to get more upset'su, Danny-kun," she apologized, her amethyst eyes watery with tears. "Good angels should make people feel good'su, even when something bad has happened'su, and I don't know'su... I don't know how'su..."

So distracted, she didn't notice that her wings had come out of hiding, unfurling from her back with a soft swish, downy white feathers tickling against Danny.

Danny shivered, and a familiar cold sensation crawled up his throught until it leaked out of his mouth. He saw the white fog as quickly as it vanished and knew instantly it was his ghost sense. The next thing he felt was something soft against his arms. Finally looking up, Danny's jaw dropped.

They were beautiful.

"Misha...?"

Misha lowered her hands, looking up at Danny -- only to find that Danny was looking at her, his mouth hanging open. It took her a few moments to realize why, and when she realized he was looking at her wings, she actually flushed a little.

"Oh'su..." She stammered slightly, "I-I didn't, umm'su..."

He was still staring at her.

Embarassed, she wrapped both wings around her, hiding her like she as in a big fluffy cocoon.

Danny blinked. He blinked several times and tilted his head when she covered herself up.

She would pull off her clothes in fron of a guy and not get a bit embarassed but show off some pretty wings and its all duck and hide? Wierd.

"Misha? Hey, come out of there..." He put his hand on her right wing to try and move it out of the way.

The wing he touched was very soft, and it moved under his hand as she peeked over top of the feathered edge to look at him.

"Teeheehee," she said nervously. After all, Sacchun had always told her not to show her wings to humans. But Danny didn't seem at all frightened by them. And besides, he'd guessed about them when they'd first met, sitting by the gate.

"No wings?"

"I've got them hiding'su!"

Except they tended to pop out when she got flustered or upset. As they'd apparently done.

"Umm'su..." Misha said. "Sorry'su. They're not supposed to do that'su!"

"oh.." He said. "Why not? They're nice."

Thinking more on that, she probably hid them for the same reason he hides his ghost powers but Danny was thinking a tad less than coherently at the moment.

They were so soft.

Misha blushed again when he said they were nice. They were? Sacchun had always told her to take better care and brush the feathers out more often. The angel girl realized Danny's hand was still resting on her wing.

"Thank you'su," she said softly. At least for the moment, he didn't feel quite so bad, and that was something, right? Although she wasn't sure how him seeing her wings would make him feel any better, but she wasn't about to protest.

Still touching her wing.

"Umm'su... Danny-kun?"

Danny almost blushed when she she subtly pointed out he was still touching her wing. He quickly let go and scratched the back of his head. "Er...sorry."

He scooched back a little from her, still in a little bit of awe of her. Angel's were definitly something to "Awe" about.

All he was, was a ghost.

Still a little flustered, but in a better mood now that the sadness had passed, Misha hummed as she flexed her wings and furled them up again. They half-faded, half disappeared into her dress, and then it was just her again, looking sheepish but at least human. Well, human with pink hair.

Awkward silence.

"Well'su..." she said after several moments. "Since Timon-kun doesn't want the map right now'su, is there anything in the city'su you want to see'su?"

Then again, maybe he'd want to leave and go off by himself. Misha remembered what Timon had said, about needed space and that sometimes when people were sad, they wanted to be alone. The angel couldn't imagine that, but maybe Danny was that kind of person?

After all, he had yelled at her earlier to go away.

"Or, umm'su..." She played with the quilt on the bed. "If you still wanted me to go away'su..."

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