ext_260354 ([identity profile] redhot.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paixaorpg2006-06-04 08:48 pm

His Work and Nothing More [Completed]

Character(s): Axel, Daath/Kadaj.
Content: Daath leaves him.
Setting: The IM things.
Time: After the convo with Rufus.
Warnings: Axel is pathetic.

[06:54PM] Argent Poison: Axel?
[06:54PM] eighth flame: Yes?
[06:54PM] Argent Poison: We need to talk.
[06:54PM] eighth flame: All right...
[06:54PM] Argent Poison: Did you lie to me?
[06:54PM] eighth flame: ...No?
[06:54PM] Argent Poison: Was I taken from you, or did you take me from someone else?
[06:55PM] eighth flame: Daath, this is my hour of need...
[06:55PM] Argent Poison: I have to know, Axel..
[06:57PM] Argent Poison: Axel, please...
[06:58PM] eighth flame: I took you.
[06:58PM] Argent Poison: ... Why?
[06:58PM] eighth flame: ..I'm sorry..
[06:58PM] Argent Poison: Why did you...
[06:59PM] eighth flame: You were being used.
[06:59PM] Argent Poison: And I'm not being used now?
[06:59PM] eighth flame: I must be a terrible person...
[07:02PM] eighth flame: Daath..?
[07:02PM] Argent Poison: I don't know what to do anymore...
[07:02PM] eighth flame: I told you I care for you.
[07:02PM] Argent Poison: Was that a lie too?
[07:02PM] eighth flame: No..
[07:03PM] eighth flame: When my whole life is composed of lies you are my only truth...
[07:03PM] Argent Poison: Axel...
[07:04PM] eighth flame: ...I.. am sorry.
[07:04PM] eighth flame: You would have never come by my side other wise, what else was I to do...
[07:05PM] Argent Poison: Why did you want to take me in the first place?
[07:06PM] eighth flame: ...I took interest in you..
[07:06PM] Argent Poison: Why?
[07:07PM] Argent Poison: ... I probably don't even need to ask.
[07:07PM] eighth flame: What?
[07:08PM] eighth flame: What do you think the reason is?
[07:08PM] Argent Poison: The way I look.
[07:09PM] eighth flame: It...
[07:09PM] eighth flame: It was much more than that.
[07:09PM] Argent Poison: Then what was it?
[07:09PM] eighth flame: You..
[07:09PM] eighth flame: Kadaj, you make me feel like I have a heart.
[07:10PM] Argent Poison: But you took mine.
[07:10PM] eighth flame: ..I don't think that's entirely true.
[07:11PM] Argent Poison: Then... what happened?
[07:11PM] eighth flame: I can still feel it. It's... there...
[07:11PM] Argent Poison: I still can't remember things...
[07:11PM] eighth flame: I don't know... I don't know what I did, I just did what I thought would work to make you mine.
[07:12PM] Argent Poison: Including carving your name into my neck...
[07:12PM] Argent Poison: And branding me.
[07:13PM] eighth flame: Do you not like it anymore..
[07:13PM] Argent Poison: ... I don't know.
[07:13PM] eighth flame: All right.
[07:13PM] eighth flame: I see where this is going.
[07:13PM] Argent Poison: What?
[07:14PM] eighth flame: I'm... so scared and lost, Daath, I don't know what to do anymore. I just want out.
[07:15PM] Argent Poison: I don't know what to do either.
[07:17PM] eighth flame: I should have never...
[07:17PM] Argent Poison: .. Never what?
[07:17PM] eighth flame: Never.. done any of this...
[07:20PM] Argent Poison: It's too late now.
[07:23PM] Argent Poison: ... Axel?
[07:23PM] eighth flame: Yeah..
[07:24PM] Argent Poison: ... What should I do now?
[07:24PM] eighth flame: I should probably not speak to you anymore..
[07:24PM] Argent Poison: ... Not speak to me?
[07:25PM] eighth flame: It's what you want, isn't it.
[07:25PM] Argent Poison: I don't even know what I want anymore.
[07:25PM] eighth flame: It isn't my place to choose for you...
[07:26PM] Argent Poison: ... Should I find her now?
[07:27PM] eighth flame: Her?
[07:27PM] Argent Poison: ... Mother.
[07:30PM] eighth flame: I don't want you to go...
[07:31PM] Argent Poison: But... Mother is the one I'm supposed to be serving, not you... right?
[07:33PM] eighth flame: ..yes..
[07:38PM] Argent Poison: So I was never meant to be yours.
[07:39PM] eighth flame: No..
[07:39PM] Argent Poison: I don't even know what to say to you anymore.
[07:40PM] Argent Poison: And now... thanks to you, the Organization is going to be after me too... right?
[07:41PM] eighth flame: I'm... sorry..
[07:41PM] Argent Poison: I don't believe you.
[07:41PM] eighth flame: i know.
[07:43PM] Argent Poison: Tell me, Axel, how am I supposed to avoid detection and find Mother at the same time?
[07:43PM] Argent Poison: It's glaringly obvious who and what I am now, thanks to you.
[07:44PM] eighth flame: I..
[07:44PM] eighth flame: I can't do anything more for you.
[07:44PM] Argent Poison: I figured as much.
[07:45PM] eighth flame: Goodbye..
[07:45PM] Argent Poison: Wait.
[07:45PM] eighth flame: ..yeah?
[07:45PM] Argent Poison: Where's my old jacket?
[07:45PM] eighth flame: Is that all..
[07:45PM] Argent Poison: Yes, that's all.
[07:46PM] eighth flame: It's..
[07:46PM] eighth flame: Let me keep it?
[07:46PM] Argent Poison: ...
[07:46PM] Argent Poison: Fine.
[07:46PM] Argent Poison: No, wait...
[07:47PM] Argent Poison: You can have the coat I'm wearing now... since your precious Daath was the one that belonged to you, not Kadaj.
[07:50PM] Argent Poison: Axel?
[07:51PM] eighth flame: yeah..?
[07:53PM] Argent Poison: ... No, I think that's it.
[07:53PM] Argent Poison: Goodbye.
[07:56PM] eighth flame: one last thing..
[07:56PM] Argent Poison: Yes?
[07:56PM] eighth flame: ah, nevermind..
[07:56PM] Argent Poison: Tell me.
[07:56PM] eighth flame: nah..
[07:56PM] Argent Poison: Do it.
[07:56PM] eighth flame: i should have expected this to happen...
[07:56PM] Argent Poison: Is that all?
[07:57PM] eighth flame: nah..
[07:57PM] Argent Poison: Then what?
[07:57PM] eighth flame: it's nothing.
[07:57PM] Argent Poison: No it isn't.
[07:57PM] Argent Poison: Tell me.
[07:57PM] eighth flame: what does it matter to you?
[07:58PM] Argent Poison: I have a right to know.
[07:58PM] Argent Poison: Unless you're going to take that away from me too?
[07:58PM] eighth flame: you don't even know what it is...
[07:59PM] Argent Poison: No, I don't. Tell me anyway.
[07:59PM] eighth flame: ...no.
[07:59PM] Argent Poison: Then why are you bringing it up.
[07:59PM] eighth flame: don't fucking know..
[08:00PM] Argent Poison: Just fucking tell me already.
[08:04PM] Argent Poison: Axel.
[08:05PM] eighth flame: no.
[08:07PM] Argent Poison: You're impossible.
[08:08PM] Argent Poison: I'm going, then.
[08:08PM] eighth flame: at least you told me..
[08:08PM] Argent Poison: Yeah..
[08:08PM] Argent Poison: I still--
[08:08PM] Argent Poison: Nevermind.
[08:08PM] eighth flame: still..?
[08:09PM] Argent Poison: Nothing.
[08:09PM] eighth flame: please tell me..
[08:12PM] Argent Poison: Why should I?
[08:12PM] eighth flame: this may be the last time you ever speak to me.
[08:12PM] Argent Poison: I doubt that...
[08:12PM] eighth flame: i don't.
[08:13PM] Argent Poison: I still...
[08:13PM] eighth flame: you still?
[08:13PM] Argent Poison: care about you.
[08:13PM] eighth flame: ...You have more important things to attend to.
[08:13PM] Argent Poison: I know.
[08:14PM] eighth flame: Just leave me. Heh, it was expected, in the back of my mind, I suppose. It always happens.
[08:14PM] Argent Poison: Then why did you bother?
[08:14PM] eighth flame: I thought it might be different... just this once.
[08:15PM] Argent Poison: You ruined that chance the moment you lied to me.
[08:15PM] Argent Poison: Don't you know?
[08:15PM] Argent Poison: I hate liars.
[08:15PM] eighth flame: You would have never cared about me otherwise...
[08:15PM] eighth flame: ..so you hate me..
[08:16PM] Argent Poison: I don't know.
[08:17PM] Argent Poison: I should hate you.