Mello thought that was crazy, but he wasn't about to complain. He rubbed the lube over his erection quickly, stopping himself from stroking it too much even though damn, did he want to. It helped knowing that he didn't have to be satisfied with just his hand, but it didn't make him less impatient. "Come on. If we're doing it this way, you should be on top." He reached for Matt automatically. He'd just take him if that's what Matt wanted, but he didn't want to hurt him too much. If nothing else, the more he hurt him, the longer until they could do it again, and Mello was sure they'd want to have sex frequently.