"I'm always tense, Matt. Hardly anything new." Mello had been born fighting against the world, or at least he had been as long as he could remember, and he didn't really know how to stop. Real relaxation was a foreign concept and he wasn't sure he was capable of it. "But I'm not saying no." Far from it. Few things sounded as good as a massage from Matt; he'd be nuts to turn that down.

He kissed Matt back, leaning against him, not caring that not only were they in public, they probably looked like one of those incredibly sappy new couples you wished would shut up about each other and stop being attached at the hip. Mello had found those people annoying, too, and yet he couldn't seem to stop it, not right now. At least they had an excuse those people didn't!

"Come on, just a short train ride to go." He pulled away reluctantly, leaving one arm around Matt's waist, and started off towards the station.