paixaorpg | Don't you see? [Completed]

Character(s): Axel and Zexion.
Content: Axel plants quite a LARGE LIE.
Setting: The messangery thingies.
Time: Monday morning.
Warnings: ...Melodramatic "love" confessions. You heard me.

[10:44PM] eighth flame: So, Zexion...
[10:45PM] of the sixth: Yes?
[10:45PM] eighth flame: I trust you'll keep this private from whoever's journal you are using, yes?
[10:46PM] of the sixth: I might. What is this about?
[10:46PM] eighth flame: Don't know if I could tell you then...
[10:46PM] of the sixth: You're lucky I'm even talking to you now.
[10:46PM] eighth flame: I missed that.
[10:47PM] of the sixth: Oh, please.
[10:47PM] eighth flame: But I did..
[10:48PM] eighth flame: Zexion, how can you not see? You who are so wise?
[10:48PM] of the sixth: I doubt that. You seem to be making plenty of replacements. Let them entertain you.
[10:48PM] of the sixth: Trying to flatter me now?
[10:48PM] eighth flame: I have but one toy, and that is to keep my sanity.
[10:49PM] of the sixth: Your actions make me wonder if you have any in the first place.
[10:49PM] eighth flame: My apologies.
[10:49PM] eighth flame: However...
[10:49PM] of the sixth: However?
[10:49PM] eighth flame: Well, it still amazes me... how you couldn't put the pieces together. You've always been clever, why not now?
[10:50PM] of the sixth: Perhaps that little experiment of yours meddled with my awareness more than we thought.
[10:50PM] eighth flame: Would you like a long overdue explination, then?
[10:51PM] of the sixth: Please, do share.
[10:51PM] eighth flame: We'll start from the beginning-- I spoke to you and you only about the Superior's antics, did I not? Only you, did I expose my traitorous thoughts. Thoughts that could have gotten me killed-- and you, as one who is before me, could have easily used it against me, could you not?
[10:52PM] of the sixth: I should have.
[10:52PM] eighth flame: But I trusted you.
[10:53PM] of the sixth: What a wonderful way to repay me, if that is the case.
[10:53PM] eighth flame: Like a fool, I trusted you. And I invited you into my project-- I showed you... so many things, and I was more naked to you than you were without your clothes in that room in the cathedral. I laid down my life in front of you, do you see that?
[10:54PM] of the sixth: You're a fool. Why should I even consider trusting you now?
[10:55PM] eighth flame: I took you in and dressed your wounds. I showed you a wondrous place, and I gave you space to work freely without the distraction of the Superior--
[10:55PM] eighth flame: And yet, I admit my intentions were not pure.
[10:55PM] eighth flame: But do you know their roots?
[10:55PM] of the sixth: Enlighten me.
[10:56PM] eighth flame: Really. What would make me ever wish to do such horrible things to you? What do I have against you? You certainly never wronged me, did you? No... if anything, you were one of those I admired most...
[10:57PM] eighth flame: I injected you with the lumen's blood because I wanted to, perhaps, allow you to be the first to experience the return of your Heart.
[10:59PM] of the sixth: You would not force someone you admire into such a state. You could have killed me, don't you realize that? What good would that have done? Having a Heart is useless if you're not alive to feel it.
[10:59PM] eighth flame: I didn't know what I was doing. There is more to explain.
[10:59PM] of the sixth: I suggest you make it good.
[11:01PM] eighth flame: I didn't know the effect it would have on you. And-- I didn't... I didn't realize how it would make you act. I did not force anything on you-- your did take off your clothes on your own free will. And you did pursue me. I had no choice but to put you in that strange contraption you probably woke in. It was far too compromising for my likings, if you know what I mean, but considering the setting it was the only thing I could do to restrain you.
[11:01PM] eighth flame: Because I certainly wouldn't have been able to control myself if I didn't do that.
[11:03PM] of the sixth: You should have known better than to use me as the trial run anyhow. I had no say in whether I wanted to participate or not.
[11:05PM] eighth flame: I realize that, Zexion. But do you understand how... out of place my mind was at the time? I was scared and hasty. I wanted things to go as quickly as possible-- and... at that rate, I did do something very stupid. Something so stupid that... I'm afraid I've killed any chances of getting what I truly wanted.
[11:06PM] of the sixth: You sound sincere, but I know better. You fooled me once, Axel. Not again. I will not believe a word you say until you prove yourself trustworthy.
[11:07PM] eighth flame: I'm so sorry, Zexion.
[11:08PM] of the sixth: You don't feel remorse. I bet you enjoy knowing you ruined me.
[11:09PM] eighth flame: ...I ruined you?
[11:10PM] of the sixth: You gave me a fake Heart. Not even a whole one, either. All the same, it isn't mine, and I certainly can't have two, now can I?
[11:10PM] eighth flame: Oh fuck.
[11:10PM] eighth flame: I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
[11:11PM] of the sixth: I bet you are.
[11:11PM] eighth flame: Zexion, let me fix it..
[11:13PM] of the sixth: How do you plan on doing that? We've never conducted research of this sort. I would be your lab rat, again.
[11:13PM] eighth flame: If not that way, then--...
[11:13PM] of the sixth: Then what?
[11:14PM] eighth flame: Do you still not see?
[11:15PM] of the sixth: Tell me, what am I supposed to see?
[11:16PM] eighth flame: How can I say it when I don't have a heart...
[11:16PM] of the sixth: How can you feel it when you don't have one either?
[11:17PM] eighth flame: How did I care for Roxas? How did I become angry? Perhaps I am closer to a heart than I realize.
[11:18PM] of the sixth: Maybe.
[11:18PM] eighth flame: Zexion?
[11:18PM] of the sixth: What?
[11:19PM] eighth flame: Oh hell..
[11:19PM] of the sixth: What now?
[11:19PM] eighth flame: I feel so juvenile.
[11:20PM] of the sixth: And why is that?
[11:20PM] eighth flame: I believe I... have... feelings for you.
[11:22PM] of the sixth: You're right. That is very juvenile.
[11:22PM] eighth flame: ...I know.
[11:23PM] of the sixth: I still have difficulty believing you, as I'm sure you can understand.
[11:23PM] eighth flame: I don't know what to do.
[11:23PM] of the sixth: Prove yourself to me.
[11:24PM] eighth flame: ..Anything for you.
[11:24PM] of the sixth: Turn yourself in. Or give us your pet.
[11:26PM] eighth flame: But Zexion... that's... against what we wanted to fight for.
[11:27PM] of the sixth: I never wanted to create more of us.
[11:27PM] eighth flame: I can't let him down too.
[11:29PM] of the sixth: I believe you already have. You resigned him to the same fate we've had to endure for years. If you can't even stand being a Nobody, what makes you think he would want to be one?
[11:29PM] eighth flame: I can't give him to the Organization though.
[11:29PM] eighth flame: Would you like him? Just you? He could be useful to us.
[11:30PM] of the sixth: Perhaps. How so?
[11:31PM] eighth flame: He has powers undiscovered-- he has his own element, his own weapon... I've been meaning to make him exercize it for the first time...
[11:32PM] of the sixth: Your point? We all have powers. It's gotten us no closer to our goal.
[11:32PM] eighth flame: He's a nice diversion, if anything.
[11:33PM] of the sixth: So you use him for your own entertainment?
[11:33PM] eighth flame: His life with a heart was worse than this.
[11:34PM] eighth flame: But you wish me to use him to prove myself. If that is what you want, I must coincide, yes?
[11:35PM] of the sixth: Amazing how you seem so willing to give him up. Especially after all that trouble you went through to hide him.
[11:36PM] eighth flame: Zexion, what more must I do for you?
[11:36PM] eighth flame: You know what he means to me but I give him because you are more than that.
[11:37PM] of the sixth: Hm.
[11:37PM] eighth flame: What?
[11:37PM] of the sixth: Nothing. Unless you find a way to fix me, nothing more can be done.
[11:38PM] eighth flame: Is that what you really want?
[11:39PM] of the sixth: I want many things. But that is one of the more desirable ones, yes.
[11:40PM] eighth flame: What else do you want?
[11:41PM] of the sixth: Perhaps I'll discuss those with you another time.
[11:42PM] eighth flame: Zexion...
[11:42PM] of the sixth: Hm?
[11:42PM] eighth flame: We should meet soon?
[11:43PM] of the sixth: Only if you agree to a trade.
[11:44PM] eighth flame: I just need to see you..
[11:45PM] of the sixth: What for? Surely not for my company alone. Tell me what you want, first of all.
[11:46PM] eighth flame: I don't want any distractions. I would bring nothing with me.
[11:47PM] of the sixth: And what would we discuss?
[11:48PM] eighth flame: Can't I just see you for the sake of seeing you?
[11:48PM] of the sixth: ..You're willing to grant me whatever I want, and all you want in return is to see me?
[11:50PM] eighth flame: ...Yes?
[11:51PM] of the sixth: ...It can't be that simple..
[11:52PM] eighth flame: It is..
[11:52PM] of the sixth: Nothing is ever simple for us..
[11:53PM] eighth flame: Give me a chance?
[11:54PM] of the sixth: ..Maybe. It all depends, really..
[11:54PM] eighth flame: On?
[11:57PM] of the sixth: If you stick to your word. As I said before, I'd like to make a deal. A simple exchange. If not, I don't think I can trust you.
[11:58PM] eighth flame: I wish I could prove myself to you without any of these stupid things involved.
[11:58PM] of the sixth: Stupid things?
[11:59PM] eighth flame: The Organization, Paixao as a whole... could there ever be just us? If only for a few hours?
[12:01AM] of the sixth: It's for my own sake. I don't want to be hurt again.
[12:01AM] eighth flame: I won't hurt you.
[12:01AM] eighth flame: If I hurt you, kill me.
[12:02AM] of the sixth: I wouldn't be able to if you happened to pull the same thing you did last time. I'm sure you know that.
[12:02AM] eighth flame: I told you, there will be nothing of it.
[12:03AM] of the sixth: I only want to make sure of that. Think of it as.. temporary collateral.
[12:04AM] eighth flame: ...When can we meet?
[12:04AM] of the sixth: When did you have in mind?
[12:05AM] eighth flame: As soon as possible. Preferably, before sundown.
[12:08AM] of the sixth: I suppose. But you will not touch me unless I grant you permission. I would hate to break your other hand.
[12:09AM] eighth flame: Alright..
[12:09AM] of the sixth: Where?
[12:09AM] eighth flame: Wherever you wish.
[12:10AM] of the sixth: I would prefer somewhere public but you seem to disapprove of distractions.
[12:10AM] eighth flame: A hotel room.
[12:11AM] of the sixth: A decent one.
[12:15AM] eighth flame: All right.. which?
[12:40AM] of the sixth: The Actua Are near the center of town will do, I guess.
[12:41AM] eighth flame: Excellent.
[12:41AM] of the sixth: Alright then.
[12:42AM] eighth flame: It's been a while since we talked at all..
[12:43AM] of the sixth: Of course. A lot has been happening.
[12:43AM] eighth flame: Indeed it has...
[12:44AM] of the sixth: It's.. amusing, in a way. This is going to cause even more trouble, isn't it?
[12:45AM] eighth flame: You know me, hehehe.
[12:45AM] of the sixth: Hm. Only a little.
[12:46AM] eighth flame: You know I am quite naughty.
[12:47AM] of the sixth: Ah, so I've seen. You should be ashamed, you're going to get me in trouble.
[12:47AM] eighth flame: Just indulge. It'll feel good.
[12:48AM] of the sixth: Whatever it is, it had better be more pleasant than that shot..
[12:49AM] eighth flame: I'm curious as to why you're allowing this at all.
[12:50AM] of the sixth: Because I am an idiot, apparently.
[12:50AM] eighth flame: Heh, perhaps you feel something too?
[12:51AM] of the sixth: I don't know. It's hard to distinguish anything in particular.
[12:52AM] eighth flame: I see. That's interesting.
[12:53AM] of the sixth: You think so? I find it.. annoying.
[12:54AM] eighth flame: You're so cute sometimes.
[12:54AM] of the sixth: ..Cute?
[12:54AM] eighth flame: Yes, cute. You're so fussy.
[12:55AM] of the sixth: Heh. You really have lost your mind..
[12:55AM] eighth flame: Your fault, baby.
[12:57AM] of the sixth: I would apologize, but I think I'll pass this time.
[01:00AM] eighth flame: It's all right, I'm having fun.
[01:01AM] of the sixth: Good, you don't seem like the type to need coddling. I have to say, though.. your fun is very destructive. Not to mention stressful.
[01:02AM] eighth flame: It's also quite easy to relax with me.
[01:04AM] of the sixth: Even so.. you should work on that. It's nice to see you're so excited to turn the city against us and all, however.. I'm afraid I have to say I'm not too fond of all that attention.
[01:06AM] eighth flame: You could always join me...
[01:07AM] of the sixth: You make it sound so easy.
[01:37AM] eighth flame: Wasn't that what you were going to do in the first place?
[01:38AM] of the sixth: Heh.. sometimes plans have to be adjusted. Aren't you afraid?
[01:39AM] eighth flame: Of what?
[01:39AM] of the sixth: Of the Organization.
[01:40AM] eighth flame: Maybe.
[01:40AM] of the sixth: If so, why provoke them? You're useless dead.
[01:41AM] eighth flame: How am I provoking them?
[01:41AM] of the sixth: Right now? Existing, more or less.
[01:42AM] eighth flame: Can't help that.
[01:42AM] of the sixth: Do you really want to kill us off?
[01:43AM] eighth flame: Depends on your point of view.
[01:44AM] of the sixth: How so?
[01:44AM] eighth flame: We don't have the same views on how things should be run, obviously.
[01:45AM] of the sixth: Evidently.. how would you handle things?
[01:46AM] eighth flame: Without senseless beatings, that's for sure.
[01:47AM] of the sixth: Hah. None of that has been repeated, so far..
[01:48AM] eighth flame: Perhaps it was a practice unique to me.
[01:49AM] of the sixth: Possibly. Hard to tell. I suppose there are negatives on every side, though.
[01:50AM] eighth flame: There are..
[01:50AM] of the sixth: Yours too.
[01:51AM] eighth flame: I know.
[01:53AM] of the sixth: Hm. I have to wonder.. why were you so eager to talk to me all of a sudden?
[01:54AM] eighth flame: ..Ah..
[01:54AM] eighth flame: I had been afraid before.
[01:56AM] of the sixth: You should have been. Do you really trust me as much as you claim? I could be spying on you.
[01:57AM] eighth flame: I haven't told you anything that would give away my secrets.
[01:58AM] of the sixth: Would you eventually?
[02:00AM] eighth flame: Maybe.
[02:00AM] of the sixth: I see..
[02:01AM] eighth flame: It depends on if I knew if you really liked me too.
[02:02AM] of the sixth: I don't think I would ever be able to answer that.
[02:02AM] eighth flame: You could show it.
[02:03AM] of the sixth: Show it?
[02:04AM] eighth flame: Heh..
[02:05AM] of the sixth: What's so amusing?
[02:05AM] eighth flame: Surely you realize my favourite way to express myself by now?
[02:07AM] of the sixth: Oh. That. Waste of energy, I think.
[02:07AM] eighth flame: Have you ever even had sex?
[02:09AM] of the sixth: I do believe that is my business, and mine alone.
[02:09AM] eighth flame: I bet you're a virgin. How cute.
[02:11AM] of the sixth: It's possible. Like I said, that is my own business. But I just can't help myself.. how is it cute?
[02:11AM] eighth flame: It just is...
[02:11AM] eighth flame: Virgins are my favourites.
[02:13AM] of the sixth: Heh. I hope you're not planning on trying to get me in bed any time soon.
[02:13AM] eighth flame: I bet I could.
[02:14AM] of the sixth: My, aren't we confident..
[02:15AM] eighth flame: I don't enjoy rape so I make sure my partner is always begging for it.
[02:15AM] of the sixth: I don't beg.
[02:16AM] eighth flame: Moral standards mean nothing in the bedroom.
[02:18AM] of the sixth: Are you saying you think I'm easy?
[02:18AM] eighth flame: No. I think you're quite difficult. Those are the ones I like most.
[02:19AM] of the sixth: I can't decide if I should be offended or worried..
[02:20AM] eighth flame: Heh. I can't wait to see you.
[02:20AM] of the sixth: I meant what I said earlier, you know.
[02:21AM] eighth flame: Maybe I'll just get a few kisses.
[02:22AM] of the sixth: You seem to enjoy broken bones..
[02:22AM] eighth flame: Hurt me. It turns me on.
[02:22AM] of the sixth: ..You're impossible.
[02:23AM] eighth flame: Heee.
[02:24AM] of the sixth: Oh, well. If I do hurt you, you'll have to find someone else's leg to hump. I'm not in to that sort of thing. Shame.
[02:25AM] eighth flame: What do you like?
[02:25AM] of the sixth: My space not being invaded, for one.
[02:25AM] eighth flame: Boooring.
[02:26AM] of the sixth: Works just fine with me. There are more important things to worry about.
[02:27AM] eighth flame: Sometimes you need to relax.
[02:28AM] of the sixth: I'll have plenty of time to relax once I'm back to normal. Someone has to pick up the Neophytes' slack, anyhow.
[02:29AM] eighth flame: Heh, things are easier when you have some thing to loosen you up...
[02:31AM] of the sixth: I don't see how. It's not like you can have an epiphany during sex.
[02:31AM] eighth flame: Oddly, that is possible...
[02:31AM] of the sixth: Must be bad, then, if you have time to get distracted like that..
[02:32AM] eighth flame: No. It helps me think.
[02:33AM] of the sixth: No wonder. Nothing about you makes sense, figures you would have odd sexual habits as well. Which I don't know why I'm even discussing in the first place.
[02:34AM] eighth flame: Heh, you're curious.
[02:35AM] of the sixth: Or tired and therefore not thinking correctly.
[02:35AM] eighth flame: An excuse.
[02:36AM] of the sixth: A perfectly valid one.
[02:36AM] eighth flame: On a lighter note, I'm getting rid of the coat.
[02:37AM] of the sixth: Is that so?
[02:38AM] eighth flame: Not in the Organization anymore, why keep it?
[02:39AM] of the sixth: Heh. Is your new organization going to have uniforms of its own?
[02:40AM] eighth flame: My new organization..?
[02:40AM] eighth flame: I haven't even thought of that.
[02:42AM] of the sixth: ..You're kidding. Seemed like you've been heading in that direction. But, if that's not the case... wonderful, I've helped the enemy.
[02:43AM] eighth flame: ..Mm?
[02:43AM] of the sixth: Hm?
[02:44AM] eighth flame: I'm still the enemy.
[02:45AM] of the sixth: Of course. You're no longer part of the Organization. I still am. That puts us on opposing sides right off the bat, don't you think?
[02:45AM] eighth flame: Sigh...
[02:46AM] of the sixth: Now you don't like challenges?
[02:46AM] eighth flame: I thought your view was different.
[02:49AM] of the sixth: If you think all it takes to coax me to your side is a few nice words, you are sorely mistaken. Lies are told far too easily. Especially by you, Axel.
[02:50AM] eighth flame: I'm hurt.
[02:50AM] of the sixth: You are not.
[02:51AM] eighth flame: ..I am, actually.
[02:52AM] of the sixth: Hm. Atleast I'm not the only one, then. Serves you right.
[02:53AM] eighth flame: You're just physically hurt.
[02:54AM] of the sixth: That makes no difference. Pain is pain.
[02:54AM] eighth flame: Sometimes..
[02:56AM] of the sixth: Yours will go away soon enough. You don't have the heart to retain the feeling.
[02:56AM] eighth flame: Quite the contrary.
[02:56AM] of the sixth: Then what are you looking for?
[02:56AM] eighth flame: Don't know..
[02:57AM] of the sixth: You're a mess.
[02:57AM] eighth flame: I know I am..
[02:58AM] of the sixth: Being so unorganized will get you killed.
[02:58AM] eighth flame: Sometimes I don't mind.
[02:59AM] of the sixth: Why go through all the trouble of running, if so?
[03:00AM] eighth flame: I am crazy.
[03:00AM] of the sixth: Nice to know we're on the same page concerning that one.
[03:01AM] eighth flame: Heh.
[03:01AM] of the sixth: You should give up. I'm not in the mood for fighting.
[03:02AM] eighth flame: Give up what?
[03:02AM] of the sixth: Trying to overthrow us..
[03:03AM] eighth flame: Nah.
[03:03AM] of the sixth: Tch. Why not?
[03:03AM] eighth flame: I'm not easy.
[03:05AM] of the sixth: I can see that. I'd like to know how you'd go about destroying us, though.
[03:06AM] eighth flame: We'll see.
[03:06AM] of the sixth: You don't even have a plan, do you?
[03:07AM] eighth flame: Why would I tell you?
[03:08AM] of the sixth: Heh, you don't trust me anymore?
[03:08AM] eighth flame: When you talk like that...
[03:10AM] of the sixth: I've only said that I'm still a member of the Organization.
[03:10AM] eighth flame: That says a lot..
[03:12AM] of the sixth: No sense in lying about it. I'll likely stay here, until I decide.
[03:13AM] eighth flame: Decide...?
[03:14AM] of the sixth: Which side I like better, maybe.
[03:15AM] eighth flame: I see.
[03:15AM] eighth flame: Well... I should go.
[03:15AM] of the sixth: Alright.
[03:16AM] eighth flame: I'll see you later, babe.
[03:17AM] of the sixth: You use the most ridiculous names... yes, later, goodbye.
[03:17AM] eighth flame: Hehehe.